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Spirit of America

by Meat Dreams

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1.
if i could put a pin in how I’m feeling then maybe i could be successful but every sharp turned corner sends me reeling i should give up and huff asbestos I feel Boxed. Masked. Bagged. Locked. I guess that’s probably what They Want. Self-deprecating. Self-mocked. i print out papers right before i shred em logged all the hours but my boss gets the credit inside my cubicle i count the seconds 40 more years till i get pension. I feel Boxed. Masked. Bagged. Locked. I guess that’s probably what They Want. Self-contained. Self-copped. Caught. Hooked. Lost. Shook. Processed. Booked. Now theres nothing we can do to deter it except to turn the tables and to burn it End times. reciprocated in both sides that are speaking Milk-fed lies. all cycles need to die ‘fore repeating Hold hands Don’t panic Come Hungry Leave famished Stolen Land, Stolen Planet. Blow up a Dam Free the Salmon. I just wanna help. But I can’t even tell where i should begin all these options and i can’t even start to process knowing which of em is shit
2.
Roses 01:48
He’s a dick She’s a brat. They’re like this, so I’m not like that. He’s so thick, yeah and She’s so daft. bet they’re of another class, like, in a different caste. He’s so stiff. yeah man She don’t relax. They’re probably rich, they can kiss my ass. Read my lips. Not so fast. Projecting, deflecting with hidden laughs. Go point out peoples low points if poignant. I think that’s great, but how come people seem to think that seeing evils means they couldn’t be the same damn thing? Go point out peoples low points if poignant. I think you should, but how come people seem to think that seeing evils automatically makes them good? If i just build myself in opposition, I’m blind as hell, cuz i’ve got no vision. did you catch a whiff of that smell? rotten - piss; shit you replied it was swell….and smelled like roses He’s such a prince. She’s so plastic. They’re like this but i’m not like that shit. She’s such a ditz. He’s too crafty. sociopaths? yeah, wouldn’t put it past ‘em She’s a bitch He’s a slap. They’re like this so I’m not like that. Read my lips. Not so fast. Projecting, deflecting with hidden laughs. Go point out peoples low points if poignant. I think that’s great, but how come people seem to think that seeing evils means they couldn’t be the same damn thing? Go point out peoples low points if poignant. I think you should, but how come people seem to think that seeing evils automatically makes them good? If i just build myself in opposition, I’m blind as hell, cuz i’ve got no vision. They’re like this. They’re like that. I’m not like them.
3.
Pop 02:09
lets face it im impatient i can’t wait. i won’t die from hesitation blow my brains or close the case no wasting space in calm complacence. all your conversation’s fake. i don’t like the implication that we should favor saving face to quiet contemplation. shaken, rattled. shook, shattered. popped. take a look around better fuckin spit it out before you pop. pop goes the weasel. please don’t talk. all these feelings make me feeble on my knees and getting rocked. peeling off the top to see through all the garbage and the rot. my insides look like a seagull’s. guess that’s why i’m squawking and my comments sound like mocking screeches. shaken, rattled. shook, shattered. popped. take a look around better fuckin spit it out before you pop.
4.
straight people never existed never inside all binaries lies a last ditch effort divide / conquer quash / sever all lines drawn till all minds tethered
5.
I don’t have time for conversations. I’d rather die than try to fake them. Your prying eyes are ostentatious. I can’t ignore your lying smile’s provocations. Live Free Die Wretched Live Free Digressing It’s like your brain is on vacation, riding on waves in trails of fake friends caught up in lies, your claims don’t make sense shoulda shown a little patience. Live Free Die Wretched Live Free Digressing I looked you right in your dead fish eyes and i coulda sworn that no one was home. even if you were pretending your pretension i can’t believe that shit slipped out of your throat. I’m getting sick of your little stoned prick guile and listening to all of your groans, well i might enjoy getting high as fuck but right now guy i feel like Johnny Ramone.
6.
If you focus on the next big thing, that’s bogus go take a better look. Right place right time. Big Whoop. Sizing up what people think is sinking and drowning in shallow brooks. Right place right time. Big Whoop. They might say you’re great but, PFFF BIG WHOOP. deep inside you hate yourself and know they mistook all those “hey good set my dudes" for meaning you were good. yeah, yeah, yeah, right place right time: BIG WHOOP. Thought you were the greatest fucking thing you’ve ever seen all because you saw your face inside a magazine. It's plain to see, so don't ask me what i mean. You never gave a shit about the local music scene. If you focus on the next big thing, that’s bogus go take a better look. Right place right time. Big Whoop. Sizing up what people think is sinking and drowning in shallow brooks. Right place right time. Big Whoop. Thought you were the greatest fucking thing you’ve ever seen all because you saw your face inside a magazine. It's plain to see, so don't ask me what i mean. You never gave a shit about the local music scene.
7.
Picking at my face In the mirror I'm a disgrace, I couldn't make it any clearer. Hating imperfections is Hate in perfection. The question left me retching in the sink. I ate my feelings and they tasted like shit. I ate my feelings and they tasted like shit...drank my emotions should’ve known they’d make me sick.
8.
Salty 01:14
late teens / early twenties seen it all / already knows plenty pipe dreaming / good intentioned eyes fleeting / glance misdirected. we other people to solidify friends burn bridges / fortify borders other voices tend to get in our heads i get it. i’m not much older but... if you don’t know yourself why try defining someone elsie I guess I’m just a piece of shit. ‘cuz u can’t separate fact from fic well read / still uncritical swollen head / worships individuals back bends / playing woke & mystical Not smart / just cynical switching sides based on on other eyes around ya talking big for someone with hunched shoulders life’s hard and you’re dumbfounded i get it. i’m not much older but... if you don’t know yourself why try defining someone else I guess I’m just piece of shit. ‘cuz u can’t separate fact from fic
9.
AAAAAHHHHHHHHH the first time i really felt the spirit i must’ve been about five and while approaching a clearing, a grasshopper locked eyes, flew up and i swear it was talking cuz when it sat upon my side, the beauty that it brought me was exhausting. it brought me mindful clarity but i wanted the thoughts to stop so i flicked off my shoulder and crippled the way it walked flipping off pain’s common sense and god’s laws. as a kid i went to walden and i pissed in the pond going AAAAAHHHHHHHHH IT’S EMBARRASSING. BUT THAT’S THE SPIRIT OF AMERICA. I was grocery shopping the second time that i felt it something about the lighting shining off the plastic wrap combined with the smell it was intoxicating. not in a pleasant sense but an awful way. i started dripping sweat scanning the shelves, felt my guts getting cluttered, confined within this flesh starting to rupture i needed to escape, needed my mother, wanted to run for the hills because all the sausages started to squeal the dead meat that i was seeing was me all vacuum sealed. IT’S EMBARRASSING. BUT THAT’S THE SPIRIT OF AMERICA.

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recorded / mixed by shane

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Three years ago, when Steve told me that he and his roommates were starting a band together called Meat Dreams I thought, “that’s not going to happen.” But then I saw they had already spray painted the name onto a broken television sitting in the pile of garbage on their patio and I knew I was wrong. These boys had a strong will to create noise together — a misguided will to be sure — but one that could not be stopped. Meat Dreams formed in Belchertown, Massachusetts in the most decrepit house I’ve ever been to. They quickly became an important band for a small group of people whose idea of fun is huddling together in a crumbling house in the woods and destroying their hearing.
Somehow, I was able to convince them to let me record them. It was a perfect match: I had as little knowledge of what I was doing as they did. Over the course of three short, spastic, and heinous releases, Meat Dreams was uncompromising in their commitment to be weird and unlikeable. I saw it firsthand in every decision they made: no bass guitar, noisy, out of key synthesizer blurbing over the songs, Jake’s frantic shrieks and wails. No, Meat Dreams could never have been popular with the punk crowd. They’re too funny. They have a funny name, a funny sound, and funny lyrics. They don’t have a marketable image or identity their fans can assume. On the other hand, they were also never accepted by the indie rockers whose ears were shriveled by the vulgar cacophony. Being as it were, Meat Dreams meant a lot to the unlucky few who understood it.
Their live performances were always entertaining and punishingly loud. Technical difficulties were frequent and the vocals almost never audible (drums too for that matter). Tim somehow made a string of P.O.S. guitars and a half-broken combo amp louder than most four piece bands combined. I watched many people leave rooms due to the sheer volume as Meat Dreams raged through their sets. Broken cymbals and poorly-tuned drums were the norm. But none of this mattered when you were watching them. Meat Dreams live, as on record, was an ecstatic expression of absurdity — the only sensible reaction to our chintzy, bargain-bin culture. Audience response was typified by confusion. Describing their sound was difficult, yielding comparisons as wildly divergent as Limp Bizkit and the Crucifucks.
If I were to assign Meat Dreams a family tree of similarly deranged punk bands I would mention Flipper, No Trend, Killdozer, etc. Someone else (probably Steve) could do a better job of this than myself, but I liken them to the anti-hardcore Hardcore bands. Except Meat Dreams is fun and perversely catchy while those bands are not. The members’ varied backgrounds in Hardcore Punk, Noise, and Hip Hop converged to form something truly non-conforming in sound, though occasionally you will hear a snippet of something recognizable like Black Flag or Rock music, only to have it dissipated by whatever musical swerve they take next. The biggest hallmark of their sound is definitely Jake’s vocals. I describe them as a Disney character rapping at warp speed and collapsing into a tantrum. If Discharge rests at one end of the word-count spectrum in punk, Meat Dreams is at the other. Lyrically, Jake makes use of irony, self-deprecation, surrealistic imagery and blunt honesty to point a quavering finger at the world around him. There’s a real pain beneath the layers of sarcasm and insults he hurls at the listener. Check out “Tasting Notes” for a good example.
For their last record Meat Dreams wanted a clearer and more straight forward sound to complement the batch of songs they had written. I think these are the best ones yet. The sound is more focused and less reliant on gimmick and blown out production to get its point across. It should help them reach a slightly — slightly — wider audience. There are still plenty of trademark Meat Moves, but the songwriting sticks to your ribs more. It’s an apt farewell for a band who was just figuring out what it wanted to be.
Ok, that’s probably too much to write about a band like Meat Dreams. You most likely will not like them, but if you do you’ll really like them. Against my better impulses, I really like them. Thanks for the times, boys.

-Shane

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